In Loving Memory

Father. Friend. Husband. Hero.

As we walk through life we often are given titles.  Some of them are birthrights, such as our name.  Some of them we gain, and have to maintain, such as becoming a husband or wife.  And some of them are more special than that.  Some titles speak to our very existence and the things we've chosen to be.  An act of being, in my opinion, is the greatest thing one can do with their lives.  And in the case of my step-father, Tim, he knew how to "be." 

I described his life earlier this week as a life well lived.  By that I mean he did things with the time he had.  He enjoyed it.  He laughed.  He loved.  He found reasons to appreciate bad situations and celebrated good ones.  But most of all he did good things.  He devoted his life to the military (air force).  He also specialized in martial arts.  He spent his life teaching his art to children in efforts to keep them engaged and off of the streets.  Tim was not a force to be reckoned with.  But neither was he as tough as anyone believed.  He was a gentle soul that was truly compassionate.

Disease comes fast.  I saw my step father on May 6 and he said "don't try to come see me in this hospital bed without a peppermint patty." In very good spirits, in okay condition.  I saw him again on June 1, in not very good condition, but still the nurses and doctors told us recovery was possible.  Four days later, recovery was no longer possible.  

There are things to be learned here and Tim would want that, so let us not forget:

1. Live your life, and live it well.  You get one chance and you don't know when it ends.  Recovery may seem possible, but in four days it may be over... don't stop where you are.  Don't let good enough, be good enough because it absolutely isn't.  No matter what the endeavor, if you've stopped before surpassing your goals, you've stopped too soon.  Live life well - and don't wait to start doing so.

2. What do you want your title to be?  Find what it is that you love and embrace that.  Are you a fighter or a hero or a mother or a video gamer?  Whatever it is, be great at what you do.  Never stop asking questions and never stop asking for more.

3. Finally, never lose your love.  Ambition is wonderful and important, but don't forget to pursue it with love in your heart and kindness in your eyes.  

As we move forward and discover what life is like with one less person in it, our hearts can remember what we've learned from someone that did so much for so many people.  

Doing what he loved in the school he built.